Woah when did I last post here?
April 2nd it says. Over 4 months.
Didn’t expect to take so long but hey, better late then never eh?
Anyways what’s new you ask.
Not very much to be honest.
Finished my first year at University and got my results. Got a 2:2. 55%. Not bad at all for first year. Only worth 10% of my overall degree so I didn’t go all out. Next year I’ll have to. It’s a make or break year. Hopefully all shall go well!
It’s been another boring and frustrating summer in all respects. Couldn’t find a job, didn’t really do much with mates and yeah it’s just not been a very nice summer. I really wanted to do something big this summer. Not massive like a holiday or anything. Even a trip to Thorpe Park would have done me some good. Did have one trip to Thorpe Park planned but it fell through. Nothing happened after and nothing will happen now which sucks. Oh one thing I did do was go Roller Disco, roller skating in a rink! Odd experience at first but a lot of fun. Fell embarassingly on my bum which caused a lot of laughs for my friends. That was probably the height of the fun I’ve had this summer. Now I got Uni to look forward to which I’m not.
Too much negativity in this post so far. Anything positive this summer?
I did work at the University Open Day in June which was a great (although very tiring) experience as I learnt quite a bit about myself just by interacting with strangers. I’ve always thought I’m a shy person and to some extent I am, I find it difficult to start conversations with some people. And the prospect of meeting and having to help hundreds of random people was a bit daunting in the beginning. However although I was a bit shaky at times with information, I was great! Confident and in control! It always felt good when someone asked me something, I knew the answer, they listened, smiled, said ‘Thank You’ and went. Job done!
I was going to meet one of my closest internet friends this Sunday. Everything was set this morning. 11.20 at Ilford Cineworld. I’ve been meaning to meet her for about a year. I’ve asked before, planned before and been let down before which I was quite offended by back then. Anyways as I said it was all to happen till I realised I have a meeting this Sunday with the local Mosque chairman regarding Tarawih prayers in Ramadhan! When I realised a great day turned into quite a crappy one and the rest of the day has followed suit. Wish I could meet her. Seeing as this is the last weekend before Ramadhan as it starts either on Friday or Saturday, and she works in the weekdays it is almost impossible I will see her before Ramadhan. Seeing her after which though would be cool seems yonks away. Quite annoyed but sigh… what can one do?
Go to sleep? Yeah that seems a good option.
Got so much more to say but just don’t know how to say it. Hopefully I’ll get regular again on this and post the contents of my constantly conflicted head.
We shall see.
Until then do take care of yourself.
Peace and Love.
